Tamriel's deep and rewarding world kept him invested and his mind away from suicidal thoughts. Prior to the beginning of the game, Imperial soldiers catch the Dragonborn illegally crossing the border into Skyrim, a crime for which the player receives. Zombieinferno's focused goal of defeating Alduin soon turned into a journey of exploration completing one after another of Skyrim's many side quests and activities. But as any Skyrim fan knows, doing just 'one more quest' is next to impossible.

This one moment turned into quest to beat the game, a quest zombieinferno decided he must complete before he ended his life. RELATED: Starfield Will Be Similar to Skyrim, Has Multiple Factions Ive tried doing some roleplay, pretending Im a covert agent of sorts, assassinating NPCs I find out. Mods that add quests Ive seen pertaining to the Thalmor all involve wiping them out. Unfortunantly, theres nothing in-game you can really do from there. He then found himself looking through his Steam library and came upon The Elder Scrolls 5: Skyrim, a game he had played for hundreds of hours but never actually beaten. Playing as the Thalmor - posted in Skyrim Mod Talk: The Live Another Life mod allows you to start in the Thalmor embassy if youre a High Elf.

But after one attempt, zombieinferno found himself wondering who he would leave his belongings to. In June of 2013 he found himself in a 'deep cavern of despair' and attempted multiple times to commit suicide. Reddit user zombieinferno recently posted about his struggles with depression from bipolar disorder for most of his life.

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